If God could love me AND forgive me with as much “junk” as I got into…HE CAN DO IT FOR YOU TOO!!!

He put it all together for me…because… when you actually KNOW the truth about yourself, and WHY you’ve done what you’ve done, it sets you completely free! Sin becomes your personal prison if you don’t know this truth. My prison was the lie Satan told me that I was unworthy to be loved. Unworthy because of the bad things that I had done—LIAR! Ha! “Fallen” is dead devil… My secrets are out, and no longer can YOU torment me because–Whom the Son sets free is free indeed!! I am free and out of the cocoon sin put me in! Jail time YOU ARE OVER!!! I am now truly a BUTTERFLY… LOVED BY GOD–and you are too!

God really loves you…yes YOU the person that is living in defeat! Don’t let the devil steal your joy any longer! Ask Jesus into your heart and watch how He can radically change your life!

Do you REALLY want those shackles taken off? Did you KNOW that Jesus died so you could be free? Do you REALLY want to be free??? Do you want to walk out of that “jail cell” of your mind? Then pray this prayer:

Dear Jesus,

I love you. I come to you today with all my problems, for I am weary with trying to fix them on my own. I ask you for a second chance…and I believe that you can give me one. I am sick and tired of the mask I am wearing, it hurts too much, and I just want to be real again!! So Jesus, I surrender everything to you! I don’t want to “worship” what the world claims is “happiness” anymore. I want TRUE happiness, I want you!!! I ask that you forgive me for my short-comings and my all my failures…all my sin. I want to have eternal life with you. I believe that you died for my sins, and rose to life on the 3rd day. I believe that you are the living Son of God. Come into my empty heart to live, and send your Holy Spirit, so you may fill me with your peace, passion, and love. Change me from the inside out….so I may finally walk in the perfect destiny that you have for me. Show me how to live my new life…open my eyes to your truth, and crush the lies that the devil has put in my mind! I put my trust in you,oh Lord….Thank you Jesus! Amen

If you prayed this prayer with your whole heart and meant it today…YOU ARE SAVED–and the angels are rejoicing over you in heaven, for your name has been added to the book of LIFE!!! Congratulations!

Because of WHO Jesus is and what He has done for us, forgiveness is offered to us freely!!! That we may be justified from ALL things from which we could NOT be justified by the law of Moses. In other words, we cannot EARN our salvation by good works, we can only receive it through the Son of God, Jesus Christ.

And the best deal about it is that it is a FREE gift…you need only to accept it!

“Jesus Christ was the propitiation (wrath-satisfying sacrifice) for not our sins only, but also for the sins of the whole world.” 1 John 2:2


Finally, the MOST defining moment came in my life when Jesus came to me in a dream…at a bus stop in New York believe it or not! He lifted His soft, yet firm hands to me and held mine, and with inches away from my face we were looking into each others eyes… and can I tell you something… it was the most magnificant, beautiful sight I have ever seen in my life! One eye was a bright sapphire blue and the other was a deep emerald green…with sparkles in them unlike anything I could describe! He looked at me with such tenderness and compassion, no physical words exchanged. His eyes read me completely to the depths of my soul…heart…spirit…He saw everything I had ever done good AND bad, and everything I had pain and fear over. The funny thing was, that I was not embarrassed…I felt so peaceful and loved. No words were needed…just the deepest, intense look of real LOVE coming from his face and eyes…..He really “got” me. I mean He let me know that He was absolutely CRAZY about me! It was incredible!

If we could ALL just see and understand just how much Jesus really loves all of us!!!

That was the VERY best part….that I FELT His love FOR REAL for the very first time in my heart! I GOT IT! What He needed to say came directly from His very eyes!!! The eyes of the Savior told me He loved me, that He had always loved me…he understood my pain…but it was now OVER. That He has healed me… and that I am whole again…that I didn’t have to run anymore, that I was finally home!!! I felt so full of joy and inner peace, and to try to describe it here, would do it injustice. As He turned, I followed Him around the corner and He was with two women… as I looked on to follow He turned towards me and gave me the biggest smile you could ever imagine. I knew by me choosing follow Him, I had obeyed! I knew what I had to do… reveal my story to ALL the people across the ENTIRE world and tell them of Jesus’ ever lasting grace.

I have NEVER been the same since…you want to know what??? My life now is full of purpose and real PASSION!

I am healed, whole and not ashamed of what I went through–in fact, it empowers me to help others!

Can I really be honest with you? I feel so FREE…that I no longer regret the choices I made in my past life…because they have built great character in me…and I would not be the woman I am today had I not walked in the darkness…for now it can be used for GOOD!!!

Jesus came into my heart…and He literally took my life BACK from the devil.

I finally KNOW who I am!

NO bad thing I have done can EVER haunt me again. My real dad and I have reconciled our relationship! I love him and have always loved him–and he also loves me. I have forgiven my dad, for he only did what was done to him–and he finally saw this and apologized to me. The chain of fools is BROKEN! I have forgiven my pimp, and everyone else that I was offended with. I pray for my X-pimp everyday and know that God has a HUGE plan for him!